My first painting of a rose.

Roses would have to be my favourite of the flower varieties. My nan used have roses and i would always get prickled. I could never understand why something so beautiful could bring so much pain.

Then i realised that in order for it to remain beautiful and pure it must protect itself from evil.

The past is the past...bring on the future

let the journey begin :)

This year i will not waste. i will not remain in my comfort zone. i will be better, not for anyone but myself. i will not sabotage myself and make excuses in my mind. 

i will be the best version of me.

I will keep on top of things, exercise, lead a healthy lifestyle, be open to new friendships. Explore, have adventures, take risks. Create and day dream and keep out all the negative.

fresh start, it's what you make of it.

and i'm gonna make it a hell of a good one.

Life has such beauty

my one and only

My mother is everything to me, she has been by my side through thick and thin. Even when i have have been disgusting towards her. She is my hero and one heck of a role model. She believed in me when others were shy of a helping hand.

We have come so far and now have the best relationship. We share the same quirky personality and lame sense of humor. 

its such a joy to be in her company.

i love you mother

Every little thing is going to be alright

my little birdy

i like to draw it sends me off to a place away from reality. i get lost in a trance, except when the drawing doesn't go my way, which is usually down to tiredness and stress. But this drawing wen in my favour. i haven't been drawing that much, but im getting better, ive been experimenting with watercolours and have a long way to go but im pleased with my little birdy. i like to look at it when i'm having an unpleasant day to remind myself that life is beautiful and not to let myself get caught up in such chaos. 

smile my pretty :)